o gadji beri booboo (guardian of our being)

Es­ti­mated reading time is 9 min­utes.

SHE IS RUNNING ABOUT here there every­where at once making a noise be­tween a growl a meow a touch of purr hel­terskel­tering off the walls fur­ni­ture things hu­mans can’t see bounding from room to room back again be­tween my legs Berni’s legs around our legs with no ap­parent goal ex­cept the run it­self all the while grounding us Berni and me guarding our being and just who is she!

In 1971, I did LSD for the first time. The ex­pe­ri­ence left me in­tel­lec­tu­ally, emo­tion­ally, and spir­i­tu­ally flum­moxed. No—wrong word: I’d had an epiphany, an in­sight into my universe.

Only what did it mean in the scheme of things?

Had I pen­e­trated the macro­cosm or the microcosm?

I sought to grok my ex­pe­ri­ence, so I pur­sued understanding.

This started me on a course of study, mostly reading books—after all, that’s what we West­erners do to con­vince our­selves that we are learning, nein? I haunted Wilkes-Barre’s Os­ter­hout Li­brary and, when I ex­hausted their re­serves, turned to the li­braries at Wilkes and King’s Col­leges, all three build­ings within an easy mo­seying of each other.


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This piece of con­tem­po­rary art is ti­tled “Party Girl” (a title I do not care for, as it seems to me to cheapen the image) and is by Evgeny Kiselev, one of my fa­vorite con­tem­po­rary artists ex­ploring the realms of psy­che­delia through com­puter art.

What am I doing with Hindu visions?

I started with avail­able LSD and re­lated lit­er­a­ture (there was little then) and me­an­dered wher­ever the ref­er­ences and bib­li­ogra­phies took me. This in­cluded a re­mark­ably vast array of sub­jects, no­tably Zen Buddhism—despite the im­agery of my first trip being Hin­duistic, of things—and Jun­gian psy­chology and Sur­re­alism. 1

The latter took me to dada—and my studies led me to a life­long need to al­ways spell the word with a no caps as dada and to NEVER refer to it as an “ism”—it’s just dada.

While Sur­re­alism ac­tu­ally was more per­ti­nent, dada cap­tured my imag­i­na­tion. Coincidentally—and, we all know there are no coincidences—shortly after my ex­pe­ri­ence, Wilkes Col­lege (which I had just dropped out of after turning on and tuning in) of­fered an ex­per­i­mental course on dada and Surrealism.

As I knew the teacher re­spon­sible for the course—a woman who prided her­self on her outthereness—I re­quested per­mis­sion to “audit” (or sit in without grade or credit) the course.

When I ex­plained why, she was very en­thu­si­astic to have me in her class. I didn’t last more than few classes: I found her and her co-teacher very non-dada in their ap­proach and at­ti­tude. But that’s an­other story.

While ul­ti­mately I came to dis­miss dada as ir­rel­e­vant to my needs at the time. I did come away with a life­long en­joy­ment of some of the “po­etry,” es­pe­cially that of Kurt Schwit­ters and Hugo Ball. Even more im­por­tant than their sound-poetry was Tristan Tzara and his ex­tra­or­di­nary book-length L’homme ap­proximatif (Ap­prox­i­mate Man), of which more in a fu­ture post.


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Gadji beri bimba

German Hugo Ball au­thored a per­sonal dada man­i­festo in 1916. In it he wrote, “How does one achieve eternal bliss? By saying dada. How does one be­come fa­mous? By saying dada.”

“I shall be reading poems that are meant to dis­pense with con­ven­tional lan­guage, no less, and to have done with it. I don’t want words that other people have in­vented. I want my own stuff, my own rhythm, and vowels and con­so­nants too, matching the rhythm and all my own.

It will serve to show how ar­tic­u­lated lan­guage comes into being. I let the vowels fool around. I let the vowels quite simply occur, as a cat meows. Words emerge, shoul­ders of words, legs, arms, hands of words.

A line of po­etry is a chance to get rid of all the filth that clings to this ac­cursed lan­guage, as if put there by stock­bro­kers’ hands, hands worn smooth by coins. I want the word where it ends and be­gins. Dada is the heart of words.

Each thing has its word, but the word has be­come a thing by it­self. The word, the word, the word out­side your do­main, your stuffi­ness, this laugh­able im­po­tence, your stu­pen­dous smug­ness, out­side all the par­rotry of your self-evident limitedness.”

Else­where, Ball de­clared that his aim was “to re­mind the world that there are people of in­de­pen­dent minds—beyond war and nationalism—who live for dif­ferent ideals.” He was also founder of the Cabaret Voltaire in Zurich, the most im­por­tant center for the dadas of the time.

He was working on a new po­etry: “I have in­vented a new se­ries of verses—verses without words, sound poems—in which the bal­ancing of the vowels is gauged and dis­trib­uted ac­cording to the value of the ini­tial line.”

The most fa­mous of these is Gadij Beri Bimba (and I have added the caps), the first line of which reads: “gadji beri bimba glan­dridi laula lonni cadori.” This bit of non-sense was meant to be read aloud, with drama and zest and humor, per­haps ac­com­pa­nied by cos­tuming and even ef­fects, which would have been crude. 2


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The meowings were very close

So why am I telling you this? Be­cause six months ago I went to the front door of our second-floor apart­ment at 6:00 am to get the news­paper. As I stood there, I heard a kitten me­owing, the sound very near.

I looked at the steps leading up to our deck, but no cat.

I leaned over the railing and looked down and under the deck and still no cat.

But the me­ow­ings con­tinued and they were still very close.

Then I looked down onto the deck: to my left against the railing were sev­eral planters with ferns and flowers. Looking up through the flora was a tiny ball of grey fur with HUGE eyes me­owing up at me (to me?).

I reached down and scooped her up: she had medium length, light grey hair with or­ange tor­toise­shell mark­ings. She sat cupped in one hand and stared at me, still meowing.

There was a raspy “urr” sound in her “meow” which I can’t do jus­tice to with spelling. (“Me­owurruh”?)

I took her in­side, waking the Burn from her usual deep sleep. She was in­stantly alert and we sat in bed with the kitten, al­lowing it to roam around in the sheets. Then the purring began.

The purrs did it: we were in love with our new kitten!

But was she ours?

When the com­plex’s of­fice opened at 9:00 am, I alerted them that a beau­tiful, healthy, clean kitten had shown up at our doorstep. Surely someone would be looking for what was ob­vi­ously a well-cared-for cat. The of­fice took the information—and never called back.

I went to the neigh­boring units and in­quired about a lost kitten. We tacked up little signs.

No one claimed her.

Now, this is NOT what we wanted: our last cat had died sev­eral years ago and we had de­cided NOT to have an­other cat or dog until we moved into our own house.

Our motto was “No Pets, Yet.”

After a few weeks, we re­al­ized that we were stuck with her.

Lucky us!

She is af­fec­tionate, funny, talk­a­tive. Her light grey fur has gotten con­sid­er­ably darker: even from a short dis­tance, she looks black. This only high­lights the or­ange and white markings.

And she plays fetch! My cat plays FETCH! But only with a wad of rolled-up paper—she has little to do with ac­tual cat toys. I could go on (like how the latest vari­a­tion in fetch is her leaping sev­eral feet into the air in an at­tempt to catch the wad of paper be­tween her forepaws), but I won’t. I have to get back to dada and Hugo Ball but first.


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So what are we gonna call this kitten?

Naming her was an issue. Granted that it’s not like naming your dog: dogs do re­spond to their name being spoken by a human. Ap­par­ently, cats do not. (Or per­haps they do and choose not to re­spond so as not to look or act like a dog.)

But still, she had to have a name.

As she batted the wad of paper about, we batted names about.

I sug­gested Greye, which re­flected her color and the added “e” made the name seem both fem­i­nine and spe­cial. This did not move the Burn, who opted for Grey Booboo—sometimes with a “the” (as “The Grey Booboo”), some­times without. This did not move me: I have tried thinking like Pepé Le Pew and hearing it as Bubu—giving it a French touch, oui?—but to no avail.

Then, last week, some­thing trig­gered the Ball non-sense verse and I simply said aloud, “O gadji beri booboo.”

Voila! I wanted to call the kitten Gadji.

Need­less to say,Gadji didn’t make the Burn’s freak-flag fly. So I now call kit­ten­Gadji and she just calls her­Booboo. And so we have Gadji Booboo. And that is the reason for the mini-history lesson about Hugo Ball and his dada sound-poetry! And I have to get back to dada and Ball but first.


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I found this won­derful image of the up­side down kitty while searching the In­ternet for some­thing else ut­terly dif­ferent. At first, I thought it was an al­tered image achieved through Pho­to­shop or GIMP. But then I re­al­ized that in fact, this pussycat had found a way to stand on its head long enough to pose for the pho­tog­ra­phers. (The tail is the give­away.) And I mean pose: look at that face! That is not a cat in dis­tress and wanting out—that is a cat in a state of zazen.

All of them cats

The Burn and I have come to re­alize that someone who knows us fig­ured we would make a good home for an oth­er­wise un­wanted kitten and placed that wee ball of grey on our porch. There is simply no way that she man­aged those steps by herself.

We are baf­fled as to how we lasted so long without a pet around the house grounding our being! Given that the little day-to-day stresses ac­com­pa­nied by the “slings and ar­rows of out­ra­geous for­tune” tend to ground one’s being into the ground, this is a blessing indeed! 

As for grounded be­ings: the mo­ment I saw this image of the up­side­down kitty I thought of Eck­hart Tolle’s ob­ser­va­tion, “I have lived with many Zen mas­ters, all of them cats.”

I have since made this image a kind of totem for my blogs, where it can be found near the bottom of each sidebar. Tolle and Patrick Mc­Don­nell col­lab­o­rated on a book that will put a smile on even the most cur­mud­geonly among us. The book is ti­tled Guardians Of Being.

Patrick Mc­Don­nell is the author/illustrator of the long-running Mutts syn­di­cated comic strip (and guess what it’s about). He pro­vided the il­lus­tra­tions, a cross be­tween his car­toon work and his chil­dren’s book art. 

Eck­hart Tolle is a best-selling au­thor (The Power Of Now and A New Earth) and was named #1 the Watkins Re­view of the 100 Most Spir­i­tu­ally In­flu­en­tial Living People in 2011. He con­tributed the text, which con­sists of pithy say­ings and ob­ser­va­tions which work as cap­tions for the il­lus­tra­tions. Tolle’s web­site de­scribes thus:

“More than a col­lec­tion of witty and charming draw­ings, the mar­riage of Patrick McDonnell’s art and Eck­hart Tolle’s words con­veys a pro­found love of na­ture, of an­i­mals, of hu­mans, of all life-forms [and] cel­e­brates and re­minds us of the wonder and joy to be found in the present mo­ment, amid the beauty we some­times forget to no­tice all around us.”

I would de­scribe the book as an at­tempt by the cre­ators to make the reader pay at­ten­tion to how our pets—notably dogs and cats—ground our being to the re­ality of the world around us, both ma­te­ri­ally and spiritually.


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HEADER IMAGE: The photo at the top of this page is Gadji be­hind a rock in the grass in our yard.



1   The image I chose for the header at the top of this page is one of many im­ages of Shiva. “Shiva is from the San­skrit Śiva, meaning the Aus­pi­cious One. Also known as Ma­hadeva (Great God), Shiva is re­garded lim­it­less, tran­scen­dent, un­changing, and formless.

Shiva has many benev­o­lent and fear­some forms and is also re­garded as the pa­tron god of yoga and arts. The main icono­graph­ical at­trib­utes of Shiva are the third eye on his fore­head; he is usu­ally wor­shiped in the an­i­conic form of Lingam.” (adapted from Wikipedia)

2   I never did say all that I wanted to say about Hugo Ball and his sound-poetry (not that I had any­thing new to say), so I have listed the com­plete poem in a sep­a­rate post fol­lowing this one—titled “hugo ball sound po­etry o gadji beri bimba”—which means that it will ap­pear first on the website.

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Well, thats in­ter­esting (Zzzzzzzz) and it re­minds me of a saying that one of my wise ed­u­ca­tors once shared with me, “Some things you do for a living, some things you do be­cause you are living”. Ei­ther way, my guess is that the kitty didn’t give a shit.
Love to all, Looney.